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| Okay, i possible see Devin tomorrow night, if I get a car. But then I see Jared after that, and i get to hang out with him all weekend (i think just until he leaves Saturday). But nonetheless, i still get to see boys, and boys that i like and boys that like me. YAY! Anyway, not much else to say, except its been a long time.
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| Careful: Fragile
A girls heart is made of glass.
One drop can break it
Never to be fixed again.
They may only break on the inside
And not shed a single tear
But inside they are dying
They break on the inside
Hold everything together
On the outside
They don't want the world to know
They don't want anyone to know
They want to show they are strong
They don't want to be weak
They don't want
They want
They don't want
They want
Guys need to realize
Girls' hearts are fragile
They need to be protected
Not just physically but
Also emotionally as well
We are human beings
We don't think the same
We don't feel the same
We are all different
We all react differently
To different situations
Next time you date a girl
Be careful and guard their heart
Guard their heart once you get it
They give too easily because
They trust too easily
It is a flaw and a gift at the same time
Girls' hearts are like glass
Be careful
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| Okay, so I got mad. I was asking Joel a simple question about homework and then Michelle goes off on a high horse and tells me off. Well all I have to say if F*CK YOU!
Yes that is what i have to say and that's all she wrote.
Blowing Off Steam! | | |
| When did this happen? How did this happen? When did the one person I knew I could count on turn in to the one person who hurts me the most and cuts me the deepest. I want to hate him for that, but I care for him too much to do even that. I stand up for him even when I want to agree with them. Someone called him a bastard and I looked him straight in the face and told them not to talk about him like that. They don't know him like I know him. No one ever will. There are things that he has told me that no one will ever no nor understand them the way I do. I reacted to a story he told that would make most people run away, it made me cling even closer. Made me want to know the powere that drove him forward and made him seem invincible. He was my superman, now where has he flown to, that has made him seem to become my greatest enemy.
The answer: He has become someone elses superman. He has been stolen from me. I tried so hard to keep him and in doing so lost him. Why when we try so hard to keep our greatest treasure all our attempts seem to take us farther away from our goal and soon we find our goal unnattainable.
The emergency line is now closed maybe never to be reopened. I was told to stop and now don't know where to turn to. I feel as though I am 10 again and all the evil monsters in my closet have come back to haunt me. I thought I had grown past them and they were no longer but they have come back and seem to want revenge now that I am no longer protected.
But wait! I have something that is stronger than I and all the evils in the world combined. His name is Jesus. He conquered death which is something no mortal man has ever done on his own. He calls me his own and his own beloved. I am his bride and he is my bridegroom. To be called his all I need to do ask. I don't need to jump hoops or change. He loves me as I am and nothing will ever change that. He may not want me to stay as I am and ask me to change but he will never force me to love him or change, He will cause me to stretch and in doing that change but I get to choose how to change. Through all of this I have a choice now, the question is which choice do I make? Only time will tell which one I have made. | | |
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